Homosexuality

Thought im totally cool with it
But probably i wasnt
I just wanted to play the person with big-heart or whatever

Stayed at my friends place in paris
Met them in santa barbara
Us three and another girl even went camping togeter
Went out partying together

Didnt see it coming..
Now those two are dating
It was really wierd and uncomfortable

To see two of my female friends making out in public
To feel third-wheel when im with female friends of mine
To give 'my friends' some private space so they can have some moments
To hear them moorning

It was really awkward to me

Why?
Because they are two females
Because they were straight when i met them
Because i know they used to be roommates

Because love, affection should only grow between a man and a woman?
Or can love be developed among more than two people?
Practically its possible
Love among two guys and a girl
Love among two girls and a guy....
Because love is  just a kind of feeling humans grow naturally
It can be grown toward anything. People, pets, animals, things..
Hmm the definition of love keeps expanding...
Whats 'love' then?

Some people might say the affection a heterosexual couple grow is different from the affection people develop towards pets and animals
But to some people, those two kinds of love must be felt the same

The bottom line is...
If you love 'somebody', you would want to be happy together
You would want to be a part of their lives
If you like somebody, you would want them to be happy
You would wish their lives are filled with happiness

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Thought i was totally cool with it
But apparently, only when i dont know the two people

Im not judging homosexual people
Im not against homosexuality or anything
Its just...it was shocking to see my friends making out and having sex i guess

And made me realize i just wanted to be playing the person with big heart